I Finally Did It
5 psychiatrists
4 antidepressants
3 therapists
2 mentalwards
1 life
No hesitation, numb expression
Home all evening, same spot
Make sure to smile to dad
Pretend to pack lunch
But really packing pills
10 citaloprams
9 prozacs
8 ibuprofens
7 effexors
6 zolofts
Grab a full glass of water
Lay in bed comfortably
Pick up 2 handfuls
Swallow without thought
It’s finally the end, it’s done.